Ben 10 Porn Story: Names Chapter 1

A/N: Yeah, dont ask what urged me on to write this; its most likely my love for this character. Seriously, I love this guy; way too effing much for my own good. Hes so cute and funny and awkward! Whoever doesnt love him is not my friend. Really, I love Sheldon that much. Hes such a geeky, dorky, slightly-immature teen hence, he is the cartoon love of my life.

Man, do I have a weird taste in cartoon men. Youd think Id like Brad. Dont get me wrong, Brads feckn awesome, and his little brother Tuck is I-just-wanna-hug-him adorable and theyre both quite funny, but theyre not Sheldon. -laughs-

Now then! On with the tiny, slightly angsty drabble! :D

Oh, and I will most likely be writing more about this guy in the future… longer stuff, maybe even a ShellJen fic. We’ll see. ;P

Im not really that weird, am I?

I dont mean to be. I just use my brain a bit more than other teens my age and like to build robotic stuff. Is that so wrong? Plenty of scientists do it, so why not me? So Im younger than them by a long shot so what?

At least, I tell myself this. I tell myself that its okay to be different, its okay to be smart, and its okay to crush on a metallic girl.

I bet I lost you there.

See, Mrs. Wakeman a genius scientist and former Skyway Patrol Officer made this robot girl who acts like, sounds like, and looks like any other teenaged girl out there minus the complicated weapons and shiny skin, of course. But still, you get my point, right? Shes this beautiful creature of heroic stature, fascinating machinery, and a wonderful personality. How can I not fall for her? Jenny is perfect!

Thats her name. Jenny. Well, its XJ-9, but she doesnt like that name. And because of the name she gave herself, the teachers call her Jennifer. Jennifer Wakeman the name by itself doesnt sound like a robots, does it? Just like how Sheldon Oswald Lee doesnt sound like a geeks name.

Well, kinda, I guess. My first and middle names could be kinda geeky but Lee is such a common name! You hear that and I bet you dont think of a geek!

Although sometimes Im made fun of for my name. It took history nerds to make me see that Lee Harvey Oswald the assassinator of JFK has two of my names. But it doesnt make me feel bad about myself; I know I could never do something like that, so its not like Ill live up to two of my names.

Whatever. Names dont matter, I guess. I tried not to make them matter, anyway like ignoring my aunt when she calls me Shelly, which is a girls name. Or when the jocks poke fun at my action figures and mechanic skills, calling me all sorts of names; geek being used most. Most of all, when Im known as the Silver Shell, a sort of alter ego I made for myself on accident. Hes a lot better around Jenny than I am; maybe because he brings the suave, cool guy out of me. Or maybe because I know no one can see my face.

Sometimes I wish it would all disappear. The names, the stress, the embarrassment. I wish for it all to go up in smoke and leave me behind in the ashes.

I get that chance temporarily when Jenny includes me in some of her adventures. Those are the happiest moments of my life. They highlight the boring and bullied times.

I wonder: how will things be in the future? Will I get my dream and be with Jenny, or

I dont know. Sometimes I get the feeling she likes her friend Brad. Hes a good guy and all, and his brother Tucker knows my Silver Shell secret, and Jenny doesnt necessarily act like she likes him, but

Gah, who knows? Maybe Im imagining things. Whether I am or not, Im not going to give up; I never have, and I never will. I may look weak, but Im not the type to stand down for what I believe in, or in this case, the girl (robot or not) that I care about.